The American Christian sect pushed women to abandon babies by adoption

The women who were once members of a secret Christian sect in the United States have told the BBC that the Church was forced by the Church to renounce their children to adopt.

Hundreds of adoptions could have taken place between the 1950s and 1990s, the former members say.

Some of the children who were adopted within the Church have told us that they were subjected to abuse and negligence in their adoptive families.

The claims continue A BBC investigation last year In the accusations of child sexual abuse that cover decades within the Church, which is believed to have up to 100,000 members worldwide is often known as the truth or both by two. Since then, the FBI has launched an investigation.

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Four women, all single at that time, told us that they had no choice but to give up their babies. Three of them were afraid to be expelled from the Church and sent to hell if they refused.

One says she was pressed to give her baby a couple married to the church after she was raped in 1988, at age 17.

“My fear of going to hell was so great that he forced me to decide to give up this couple in the church,” he told the BBC.

Another says that he was not allowed to see her daughter before the girl was taken forever.

The BBC has also spoken with six people delivered to adoption as babies between the sixties and eighty. A woman says she was physically and emotionally abused in her first adoptive family in the Church, and sexually abused in the second.

The adopted children, born throughout the United States, are known within the church as “Baldwin Babies” because Wally Baldwin, a sect doctor, supervised the adoptions, a sect doctor who died in 2004.

Some of the women would stay at home in Oregon during pregnancy, according to a minister who used to work with Dr. Baldwin.

The exact number of Baldwin babies is not clear. The BBC has spoken with the adopted son of the late doctor, Gary Baldwin, who said that the original records were no longer available, but believed that the number was “less than 200”.

He said that the mistakes “inevitably” were committed by his father’s research system, but that his intentions were good. Others with which we talked also said they remembered Dr. Baldwin with love.

Because the truth does not have an official leader, the BBC contacted six of its current current officials, known as “supervisors”, to comment. We receive an answer. The supervisor told us any adoption he knew had been made “through legal channels” and had “heard some beautiful stories.”

A woman who was adopted recalled having seen hundreds of photos on an album that Dr. Baldwin would keep children whose adoptions had organized in the truth.

Another man who was adopted told us that he had connected personally with more than 100 babies and mothers of Baldwin.

The Church, founded in Ireland by a Scottish evangelist in 1897, is built around the ministers, known as workers, who spread the teachings of the New Testament in mouth to mouth.

Most of the mothers that the BBC spoke to believe that workers, and the truth as an institution, should assume most of the responsibility for the trauma caused by adoptions.

“Somewhere in the Church he left the road and became a cult based on fear and I was forced to make a decision,” says Melanie Williams, 62, who renounced his baby by adoption in January 1981.

At age 18, Melanie became pregnant after “crazyly in love” of a child from his school.

The couple was not only single, but the father was not a member of the truth and refused to become one. This meant that Melanie had committed a “terrible sin” in the eyes of local workers.

The workers and their family decided that they could only continue attending church meetings if they gave their baby to another family in the sect.

“If I keep this baby, I’m going to hell. If I keep the baby, I can’t go home,” Melanie recalls thinking.

He gave birth in a Catholic hospital in Oklahoma, where he was discreetly placed in a room alone.

Remember to have been shouted by a doctor when he began to cry during childbirth.

Melanie’s baby was taken before she made a sound and she says she didn’t know if she had had a girl or a boy.

The new mother was wondering if her son could be dead.

When he finally discovered that the baby was alive, he told a nurse who was hesitation about whether to pass the adoption and wanted to hold his baby.

“You can’t hold your baby,” came the answer.

Years later, Melanie managed to track her daughter, but she didn’t want to meet.

He had adadjo, 54, was not sure to give up his baby, but he felt too much pressure at that time to reject the workers, who threatened to ban it from the church meetings, which in the truth meant that not only do you not only They expelled from the Church. , but also ended in hell.

She became pregnant after being raped in 1988.

Remembering to hold his newborn, he says: “I can still feel it against my chest at this time.”

“In our last moments together, I remember snuggling with her and tell her that I loved her and that I felt it again and again,” he adds.

“I had to let her go, I had no options.”

Later, he should meet his daughter, but they are no longer in regular contact.

Sherlene Eicher, 63, from Iowa, says she never stopped thinking about the daughter who felt her parents pressed her to surrender in 1982.

Briefly he could sustain and feed his newborn before they separated.

Sherlene would celebrate a private birthday celebration for her daughter every year.

“When his birthday would arrive, he got a birthday card and a couple of times I made a cake,” she says.

“I also daily, wondering where I was, how it was, why it could be going to the age that was.”

Then, in 2004, Sherlene’s daughter contacted by email and met. They are close to today.

“When we finally met, we hugged each other, we hugged and hugged each other,” says Sherlene.

“We talk for two or three hours on the phone: she is a quite incredible woman.”

The interviewees said that the adoption system involved very little research and this created the potential of abusive situations. They said that when a baby was on his way, Dr. Baldwin would contact workers for references, and recommend a family in the sect to place the child.

Of the six Baldwin babies who spoke with the BBC, two faced sexual, physical and emotional abuse in their adoptive families, while one said he had undergone emotional abuse by his adoptive father.

A woman said she was withdrawn from her first adoptive home for social services due to extreme physical abuse and was placed in the house of a “major” church, a person of antiquity who celebrates meetings in his own home, and his wife. She said the couple began to sexually abuse her in a few weeks, when she was 15 years old.

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Another woman said she was beaten by her adoptive parents and sexually abused by an uncle in her adoptive family when she was five years old.

Since the reports of generalized child sexual abuse began to spread within the church two years ago, the previous and current members began to connect in Facebook groups, including mothers and babies Baldwin.

“The mothers, I know how they feel and have a lot of empathy for them. I cry for their stories when they write them. But for myself I have cried all the tears that I can cry,” says Deb.

“It has been like finding my tribe,” says Melanie. “I’m not alone anymore.”

“Our mothers were afraid to hug us, our parents were ashamed of us and the Church would only accept us if we made the final sacrifice.”

“And all these years later, we will all be fine.”