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Kelly Osbourne He first entered the American living rooms 23 years ago, in the pioneering series of reality MTV Osbournes. The funny, Faulmmathed family was among the first celebrities to withdraw the curtain for their everyday life – dramatic and secular. For the four seasons, which was also broadcast in Canada, Great Britain and Australia, it seemed as if the whole family was a completely open book. But for teens of Osbourne, the constant reflector proved to be unhealthy space when it fought anxiety, body problems and obsessive-compulsive disorder, which led to abuse of its substance.
“I used to wear shame that I am an addict everywhere, and it was a heavy burden,” Osbourne said, now 40, said Us every week In its October 2024 a concern story. “You feel like a loser when you are in it. I never did drugs because I wanted to have a party. I was doing drugs because I wanted to be numb. I hated who I was. I felt so uncomfortable and not worthy of anything that happened to me.”
Osbourne’s struggle with the use of addictive substances began at the age of 13, when she was prescribed opioid drugs after surgery for tonsillitis. Vicodin initially reassured her paralyzing doubts, revealed in episode 2021 episodes Red table. “I walked out that I had every voice in my head like,” You’re fat, you’re ugly, you’re not good enough, nobody likes you, you don’t deserve it, people just like you because of who your parents, “she remembered.”
But this hug quickly became strangulation. Her first stint at the rehabilitation clinic came in 2004. Osbourne said she was looking for help in drug addiction and alcohol in rehabilitation facilities seven times and she said Our This did not rely on drugs and alcohol, just supported more emotional pain.
“There was a time in my life when everyone around me was dying, everyone was ODING,” he says. “I got the surviving blame because I was glad, okay,” Why did they save me? “” At the age of 33, Osbourne realized she had to deal with her parallel disorders once: “I said,” I said, “I have to figure it out because I will really end it, that I ended it, that I ended it. Institutions.”
Today Osbourne says she has learned to be comfortable in her own skin and attributes therapy to improve her mental health. “I had a psychological diagnosis that I didn’t know I was going,” she explained. “I didn’t realize how much my OCD took over my life. I didn’t realize how much depression she was playing and anxiety.”
Motherhood also helped Osbourne to accept. “I didn’t realize how powerful the feeling of love was (will be),” she said Our her son Sidney, with whom she welcomed her partnerSlipknot DJ SID WILSONat the end of 2022. “You realize in that second:” You gave me a purpose as if it never had anything else. “
Osbourne happy and healthy, now understands that while she was able to build the past behind, the added perspective is something that she will like to carry in the future. “Now I have such a strong sense of myself,” she said. “Learning to love your weird self was the F-ing path that led me to the gates of hell and back. But I’m grateful for my mistakes-I learned so much.”
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If you or someone you know, you are fighting mental health and/or using addictive substances, you are not alone. Look for immediate intervention – call 911 for medical attention; 988 for the rescue rope of suicide and crisis;; or 1-800-662-Help for Samhsa (Administration of addictive substances and mental health). Naloxone (narcan) can help reverse opioid overdose.